[D12LE, midnight] Life Day Eve

ooc: With Dapper dispensation to retro-activate!
Aran had stumbled through the triage and de-briefing post-mission. During, and on exiting, he found himself running torturously through the same cycle of imagining something worse could have happened (if one more person had fallen, leaving only him to carry out three others; if he had ever had to face Varo himself in close combat) or how he could have done better (if he had intersected that blaster bolt that caught Azura; could they have saved Hacha?). Emerging in to the general population, he could not begrudge the crew their general celebratory air, but could not participate. With his normal calm eluding him, and running largely on increasingly scant adrenaline and other parts of the post-near-death cocktail his body had created, he decided that sleep was likely to elude him even with his best efforts, and instead resolved on a quest.
And so he came to the Midnight, leaning on his walking staff with one arm and a landing strut with the other, waiting to see if the captain would answer the call-chime.
Aran had stumbled through the triage and de-briefing post-mission. During, and on exiting, he found himself running torturously through the same cycle of imagining something worse could have happened (if one more person had fallen, leaving only him to carry out three others; if he had ever had to face Varo himself in close combat) or how he could have done better (if he had intersected that blaster bolt that caught Azura; could they have saved Hacha?). Emerging in to the general population, he could not begrudge the crew their general celebratory air, but could not participate. With his normal calm eluding him, and running largely on increasingly scant adrenaline and other parts of the post-near-death cocktail his body had created, he decided that sleep was likely to elude him even with his best efforts, and instead resolved on a quest.
And so he came to the Midnight, leaning on his walking staff with one arm and a landing strut with the other, waiting to see if the captain would answer the call-chime.